Showing posts with label childhood. Show all posts
Showing posts with label childhood. Show all posts

Sunday, December 4, 2016

Blogapalooza 2016 - Day 4: Thank you Mr. Rogers

Dear Mr. Rogers,

     Thank you for encouraging creativity, musicality, curiosity,
Photo from PBS
manners and shoe tying in my childhood (I wanted to learn to tie my shoes because Mr. Rogers could). Thank you for making adults the good guys (it was the adults who went to King Friday's Kingdom of Make-Beleive, not the kids), rather than today's stereotype of out of touch, over bearing, money obsessed individuals, and showing us how to have fun at very little cost (paper bags and yarn anyone?). Thank you for pushing for funding so we could (and for the moment still can) enjoy educational and positive programming without learning to want and 'need' every product we see.

     Thank you for teaching me that it was is OK to be different (even if I do have a hard time with that concept now that I am beyond you loving reach).
     Thank you for being a wonderful human being. I am glad to have been your neighbor.

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I wrote this almost three years ago and somehow didn't post it.  Then I accidentally hit the 'Save' button instead of 'Publish' last night!  Oops!

Tuesday, December 10, 2013

Jules - Yellow

Prompt: Yellow 
Musical inspiration: Robin the Rain by Raffi

Jareb Wiseman was going his normal farm chores on afternoon in April/May, specifically mucking out Chayton’s stall, when he heard the splish, splash, splosh of little feet running past the barn doors, through the puddles that gathered below the eaves.  It didn’t register, at first, that anything was out of ordinary.  Then he realized there shouldn’t be puddles … and his niece should be asleep.  Parking the shovel on the nearest vertical surface, he hurried to the door.  Somehow he had missed that a sunshower had started, the sunlight sparkling through a shimmering, crystal curtain of rain.  And there in the garden was his Juliet.
     She was clad in a bright yellow hat, what had formerly been a bright yellow slicker but was now covered in mud, except for the front, and, rather unseasonably for Montana, a pair of jean shorts.  Her bare feet splashed through the mud as she moved about between the garden, front yard, and barn yard.  She would stand still for several long moments up on her tip toes, then drop down and bob with her elbows out, squatting slightly.  Once this ritual was complete she would scurry, scurry, scurry to another location, her feet a blur until she suddenly STOPPED dead in her tracks, rising up to her tiptoes again and surveying her surroundings.  Every once in a while something on the ground would catch her eye as she was bob, bob, bobbing and she would bend fully to snatch it up, examine the muddy object, and shove it in the pocket of her rain slicker.  After the fourth or fifth time Jareb saw her pick something up his curiosity won out.  The rain had abated as he made his way across the yard, avoiding the worst of the mud puddles.
     “Jujuberry!” he called.  The little girl started, nearly dropping whatever was on the way to her pocket.  She looked slightly guilty, rain having turned her hair to ropes around her pale face, exaggerating her big, startling blue eyes.
    “Hello Uncle Jareb,” she said softly, muddy hands disappearing behind her back and muddy toes digging into their place.
    “What are you doing?” he asked, trying to put enough curiosity in his voice to draw her out, keeping out was much judgemental concern as possible.  “Was that a rain dance?”
    “No!” the girl gasped, appalled that her uncle could not identify her inspiration.  “I’m pretending to be a robin, silly!”
    “Oh!” was the only reply that immediately came to mind.  “That’s why you were scurrying and bobbing?”
    “And stretching up to look for cats, just like Mr. Robin-in-the-Rain,” she demonstrated.  “And I put mud on my coat so I would look like one.  I couldn’t find anything red for the front so I decided I was just a pretty lady robin all dressed up.”
    “I see,” her uncle said mock gravely, getting in the spirit as he nodded.  “And what have you been putting in your pocket, my little robin yellow-feather?”
    The guilty look came back and she glanced at the ground, rather embarrassed.  She had meant to put them back before she was caught. Oh well, maybe her uncle wouldn’t laugh.  With a long-suffering sigh she reached a grubby hand in and withdrew a writhing handful.
    Jubal couldn’t help it, he gave a bark of laughter at the sight of the worms and his niece’s guilty face, then gently kissed her mud speckled cheek to soothe any ruffled feathers.  “You may be a robin my dear, but I hope you weren’t planning on serving those for lunch.  I don’t think there are enough and I am still a human, you know.”
    Jules giggled.  He had laughed at her but he was so silly, what a thought!  “No!  I was going to put them in the garden for the plants and birds.  I don’t want to eat them!”
    “Oh thank goodness,” Jared sighed in exaggerated relief, wiping his brow.  “Why don’t you put your friends in their new home while I finish in the barn.  You can give Chay a carrot then take a bath to wash those muddy robin feet and I’ll make you people food lunch.”
    “Grilled cheese and tomato soup?” Jules asked eagerly.
    “With a surprise for dessert,” Jareb promised.
    Nearly an hour later a freshly clean Juliet sopped up the last of her soup from her Ariel bowl with the crust of her sandwich.  Sighing in contentment she snuggled into her soft robe (her clothes were in the dryer).  She had forgotten her uncle’s promise until a clear plastic cup descended in front of her.  She stared at the brown concoction covered in dark brown crumbles for a moment then squealed in delighted laughter as the bright colored spots made sense.  While she was in the bath her uncle had mixed up chocolate pudding and Oreos and put gummy worms in it!  She had muddy worms she could eat!  What a happy robin she was.


     AN:  You all haven't met Jules yet but she's my NaNo13 main character.  I'll be posting more about her soon.  Also, this is not the best intro or conclusion I've ever written but oh well.  I like the middle.  824 words.

Friday, October 25, 2013

My Childhood House

Picture Prompt Day 33 - A picture of the house you grew up in


     From left to right, me waving 'Hi' to the camera, my sister running around, and my mom seven and a half months pregnant with my brother.  The little (currently) unborn stink is the reason we had to move, leaving the only house I had ever lived in, the only school I had gone to my entire life, and almost all of my friends.  I wasn't bitter at all.  Nope.  Not at all.
     Funny fact, after we painted our house yellow with green trim (no, we're not sports/Ducks fans, it looked nice) the same color scheme popped up all over the neighborhood and spread all over the city.  I felt so ahead of the curve.

Tuesday, October 22, 2013

I Miss You So Much ♥

Picture Prompt Day 30 - A picture of someone you miss


     As far as someone who is still living, I miss Bill Madison very, very much.  I always feel so safe and loved around him and his wife Tana.  A child knows when they are loved and I know deep down in my heart of hearts how much they care for me and my family.  They are my spiritual grandparents and I wish they still lived nearby.  I'd love to get to know them again now as an adult and have their guidance.


     As far as someone who is no longer alive, I miss Tom Mundlin more than words can say.  Both of my blood grandfathers died before I was born and I consider Tom my grandpa by choice.  He taught me to play chess (on a ridiculous Simpsons set) and gave me his Latin dictionary and magnet set when I told him I wanted to learn Latin (which I regret I never have).  He and his wife Gail were the first people to take me on a day trip without my family.  We went to the beach and I felt so grown up that we got to have breakfast at Camp 18.  I still have the little logging truck he bought me there that day.  I also have the wire people he made for me and the wire wrapped stone pendant he made and the little toothpick and thread girl he bought for me on one of his trips.  His was the only human death that has ever really affected me and I cannot wait to fold myself into his warm embrace after the resurrection.


 
     Excuse me now while I dry my eyes.

Thursday, October 17, 2013

My Day + 18 Facts About Me

Picture Prompt Day 25 - A picture of your day
     Today I worked on planning my NaNoWriMo, chatted with a friend I randomly ran into at the library, got the things I needed for dinner, then made dinner (Tuscan Bean and Sausage soup). 

Now I am going to unpack from our trip and clean my room so my sister can share with me while our grandmother is visiting.
  1. My favorite song depends on my mood.  I like Mordred’s Lullaby, Come Sail Away, In My Room, I Dreamt I Dwelt in Marble Halls, Scarborough Faire, Bring Him Home, Part of Your World, Starry, Starry Night, God Help the Outcast, My Immortal, Solla Sollew, Falcon in the Dive, A Victory Song, Chattanooga Choo Choo, Gunpowder and Lead, Bait a Hook, and Ode to Joy.  (Julie O) 
  2. I have never finished writing a long story.
  3. One of my favorite things to write with is a Sanford Design Ebony Jet Black Extra Smooth charcoal pencil. 
  4. I took art class in middle school and the only thing I really learned well is how to draw eyes.  Once our teacher had us sketch with our eyes closed to practice drawing without looking at the paper and my eye sketch was nearly perfect. 
  5. For years I didn’t think I was artistic in the traditional sense because my artwork was not realistic but I have recently realized that cartoon-ish work is just as beautiful and have enjoyed embracing my own style. 
  6. My reading choices as a youth consisted of mysteries (Nancy Drew, Hardy Boys and ND/HB xovers), animal stories (Island Stallion, King of the Wind, Animal Ark, Dinotopia), and historical novels (Laura Ingalls, Dear America, American Girl, The Midwife’s Apprentice, Girl in a Cage).
  7.  The first book that made me cry was Black Gold by Margurite Henry.  I immediately gave the book to my sister to keep and while the book has found its way back to me, to this day I still have not re-read it.
  8. When I read, if I’m not careful, I completely block everything out.  I lose track of time, I have no idea what has happened while I was reading, and my fingers will suddenly be in pain from me chewing on them.
  9. As a child I would fall asleep chewing on the edge of my favorite blanket, singing to myself.  No wonder I have TMJ problems now.
  10. These days I fall asleep listening to an audio book, either one of the Cat Who books by Lillian Jackson Braun, narrated by George Guidall or one of the Mary Russell books by Laurie R. King, narrated by Jenny Sterlin.  ((At this very moment it is Justice Hall.))
  11. Or I fall asleep to the Return to Pooh Corner album by Kenny Loggins with “Lux Arumque” by Eric Whitacher, “Trial of Lancelot” and “Mordred’s Lullaby” by Heather Dale, “Flying” and “The Fairy Dance” from the live action Peter Pan soundtrack, and the main theme from Hunt for Red October.
  12. Have I mentioned that Hunt for Red October can put me to sleep?  One of my favorite movies and it knocks me out! 
  13. I have seen three movies in the theatre twice: Wreck-it Ralph, Les Miserables (2012), and Star Trek: Into Darkness.
  14. So I already mentioned, I liked chewing on things as a child, especially when falling asleep ... including the power cord to the lamp above my bed. If my parents hadn't discovered it when rearranging my room I would have chewed on the live wires and killed myself by accident.
  15.  I like cleaning my room to books on CD, especially Mossflower by Brian Jacques and Fever 1793 by Laurie Halse Anderson.
  16.  Music and audio books can trigger very vivid memories.  For example, I hadn’t listened to Mossflower for a while but the moment I heard the passage about the Kotir soldiers capturing Martin I was immediately transported from the road I was driving on, back to my room where I first heard the story, facing my highboy, looking out over it into the backyard, in the summer, and I could distinctly taste the fruit gummies I had been snacking on at the time, as mother had bought a big box and I was the only one who really liked them.
  17.  I am incapable of cleaning while looking normal.  I end up with my hair in funky/spikey buns, wearing clothes that don’t match at all (whatever I find while cleaning plus a skirt usually), whatever jewelry I come across, and my cleaning apron with bunches of pockets.
  18. When Somebody Loved Me from Toy Story 2 makes me feel guilty about getting rid of things.

Tuesday, October 15, 2013

Favorite Book?

Picture Prompt Day 23 - A picture of your favorite book


The Beekeeper's Apprentice by Laurie R. King -  An awesome origin story and I just realized that I tried to turn my '08 NaNoWriMo into something similar. Wow.  I love all of the Mary Russell books (except maybe A Monstrous Regiment of Women 'cause it deals with uncomfortable interrelationship stuff, though it's my favorite ending).  For those that haven't seen any of the books, young Mary Russell, a modern (for 1915) genius with a passion for theology who just lost her entire family, meets middle aged Sherlock Holmes, Victorian gentleman, mostly retired consulting detective, and apiculture enthusiast.  The two immediately hit it off intellectually and become fast friends.  Holmes begins training Mary, without her knowledge, in the art of detection, which culminates in a chilling and thrilling case at the end.  In many ways the book is a series of short stories that illustrate the development of Mary's personality and the Russell/Holmes partnership.

Dinotopia Lost by Alan Dean Foster - I love dinosaurs and the idea of them living in peace with humans, which is part of why I love the whole Dinotopia series (the writing is also superb).  This is one of the two books for 'adults' and has pirates, dinosaurs, hostages, primitive hot air balloons, and a once in a generation storm.  In middle school I made a board game based on the book.

Fever 1793 by Laurie Halse Anderson -  My go to audiobook while cleaning my room.  It's for teens but there are some great plot twists.

Imitate Their Faith by Jehovah's Witnesses -  I was so happy to get this book this summer!  I love the in depth look at the Biblical people, including Esther and Ruth.  I also enjoy the look at Mary and Joseph.  They are so mythical and glossed over to many.  It's nice to see them humanized.

In the Belly of the Bloodhound by L.A. Meyer -  While I love all of the Bloody Jack series, Jacky is able to take control in a bad situation, in her female form rather than disguised as a man.

The Iron Marshall by Louis L'Amour -   I don't know why I like the book so much, but I keep returning to it.  I like most of Louis L'Amour's books and they are a must-read on camping trips.  I especially like the Sackett saga, one book of which, Ride the River, features the adorable Echo Sackett, one of Louis's few female MCs.

Ophelia by Lisa KleinHamlet is by far my favorite play by Shakespeare and I always found Opheila to be a very interesting character.  How much was she faking?  When did it become real insanity?  Did it really?  This is Hamlet from her perspective and behind the scenes.

Q in Law by Peter David -  Absolutely hilarious.  Anything by Peter David is gold but this book has Q and Lwaxana Troi on the Enterprise at the same time.  Poor Picard.



Currently (re)reading The Little House on the Prairie series by Laura Ingalls Wilder.  In the past week I've reread The Little House in the Big Woods, The Little House in the Prairie, and On the Banks of Plum Creek.  I'm currently rereading By the Shores of Silver Lake.  Not sure why I skipped Farmer Boy.  *shrug*

Saturday, October 12, 2013

To Travel, To Travel

Picture Prompt Day 20 - Somewhere you'd love to travel


     I'd love to wander the moors of Ireland.  Yes, I realize it's wet and grey most of the time but so is the state I grew up in.  I want to spend a year working on a traditional Irish farm.  I know it would be back-breaking and I would be miserable for the first several months but it would be so good for me.
     I'd also like to go back to Yellowstone.  We used to go as a family every two or three years.  Now it's been nearly six and I crave it the one might crave a favorite food.

Friday, October 11, 2013

Likkle me ♥

Picture Prompt Day 19 - A picture of you when you were little


     I was adorable.  And that is that.  And I have always liked putting things on my head (in this case, it's a clean margarine tub).

Tuesday, October 1, 2013

My Rock

Picture Prompt Day 9 - The person who has gotten you through the most

     My Popcicle has gotten me through adolescence, adjusting to two siblings, illnesses, fights with my mother, math and physics classes, strep throat, learning to drive, spiders in my room, countless sprained ankles, the death of pets I loved as family, and every other scary moment in my life.  He has always been there for me and my mother and my siblings and I am eternally grateful, more than words can say.

Friday, September 27, 2013

My Favorite Memory

Picture Prompt Day 5 - Your favorite memory

Me and my Popcicle
      I have a hard time with this prompt because I have a hard time remembering specific events so I going to say my favorite memory is my childhood.  I was surrounded by people who loved and supported me including my parents.
     My dad and I have always been close.  One of my fondest memories was when he would fling me up into the air by my ankles.  Just about gave my mom a heart attack more than once but I loved it.  I was so sad when I got too big for him to do that any more.  It's probably because of this I wish I could fly. 
I'm a biker chic  :)
      He was also more tolerant of my short lived habit of jumping off the picnic table in our backyard.  He pointed out to my mom (I found out many years later) that I was jumping into the grass, not onto the concrete and I would be fine.  (I had thought it out, concrete hurts, grass doesn't.)  I also loved it when he took me out on his motorcycle.  He didn't do it very often but I loved the feeling of flying down the back roads.  I am still sad he had to sell it, a combination of aggravating his carpel tunnel syndrome and too many people pulling out in front of him without looking.
      My mom worked until my sister was born but she made sure I had plenty to read and the house was always filled with music.  We had Disney songs, math and counting songs, Joe Scruggs, Raffi, Glenn Miller, Beach Boys, and a whole lot more.  She also bought me my collection of  Disney sing-along VHSes which I watched, nearly to wearing out.
     Here we've used the snow day to make a snowman.  I miss the days when my hometown got snow every winter.  These days we're fortunate to get a dusting once or twice.  I remember making a snowperson whose bottom was as tall as I was and three times as wide, all out of snow from our small front yard.


Tuesday, September 24, 2013

Who I've Been Close to the Longest

Picture Prompt Day 2

     I'm at a point in my life where I have drifted apart from my childhood friends (which hurts more than one might imagine) and have slowly begun drawing close to those I was distant with before.  Such as my younger sister, who you see here 'sailing' with Brown Bear.  He must not be a very good sailor, from the look she's giving us, or he's said something colorful, which would be surprising because I've always found him to be very polite.
     When I think of being close to someone, I think of someone in whom you can confide your thoughts and feelings, even the ones you're afraid others might look at you askance for, someone you turn to when in distress, that you know you can rely on.  While my parents naturally come to mind, especially my father, honestly the first two 'people' think of in these terms are Brown Bear (the teddy you see above) and Taffy, our half German Shepherd/half Airedale Terrier.
    She was about a year older than I was and for as long as I can remember, I viewed her as my older sister.  My parents did a very good job of immediately establishing to Taffy that I was above her on the pecking order and she accepted it with grace.  We have several pictures of infant me on the floor with my toys and in the corner you can see a black, furry Taffy nose, hovering over this new little thing for her to protect.  I can remember hugging her she she was still taller than I was, and I loved laying on the ground, running my toes through her soft, curly fur.  Even when my parents were too busy for me or weren't home or if I just needed a quiet bit of company, Taffy was there.  I was devastated when we had to put her down, finally, at age thirteen, due to cancer.  Hers was the first loss of someone I was close to that I had to deal with and it hit me hard.
     I find it difficult to get close to people, animals are so much easier, but I am glad that I have my sister.  Growing up we weren't close (being just far enough apart in age that I could do 'big girl' things sooner that she could, and traveling in different social circles) but in the last five years, as I graduated from high school and she entered it, we've grown close.  So close that I sometimes swear we're twins born four years apart.  That isn't to say we're exactly the same, we have very different temperaments (think Jane and Lizzy Bennet) and there are some things we cannot agree on (tomatoes, bell peppers, olives, split pea soup, which Outsider is better, comic books), but we can finish each others sentences, often know what other means when what they've said sounds like gibberish to someone else, work well side by side in, and have forged an iron bond.  There is no one I would rather spend time with.

Monday, September 23, 2013

25 Facts About Me

1.  In a musical there is almost always one song I don’t like (and my sister finds much amusement in this).
2.  The shirts in my closet are organized by color.
3.  One day I would like to find something I can be so passionate about that I will become an expert.
4.  As a child I wanted to be an archeologist with a focus in paleontology so I could dig up the dinosaurs I loved reading about.  If I couldn’t be that I wanted to be a secretary because going to the moon in one of those little capsules was not an option.
5.  In fifth grade I killed a fly in mid air with a ruler.
6.  I cannot stand repetition but I can reread a book a hundred times.
7.  I spell ‘theatre’ the British way … much to the confusion of my friends.
8.  I cannot spell ‘similar’.  I ALWAYS spell it ‘simular’ … which evidently means ‘one who simulates’.
9.  I like eating my round candies (MnMs, Junior Mints, Skittles) in twos ...
10.  … and I like it even better to eat my candies in color order … but not the whole bag usually, just by the handful.
11.  I am not a morning person and loathe speaking in the morning.  I will do whatever I can and use all of my ninja skills to avoid talking to people.
12.  Guilty pleasure movie: The Scarlet Pimpernel starring Jane Seymour, Anthony Andrews and Ian McKellen.  It is hilarious with moments of serious men in manly ponytails.  ^_^  Also, I like yelling at the screen, “You’ve been told by Magneto!”
13.  The only thing that I like now, that I did not as a child, is guacamole.
14.  I still use Neopets Standard Time to set my clocks.
15.  When I get tired I use bigger words than usual.
16.  When I am uncomfortable in a situation I often start speaking in German, despite it not being my first language and despite my lack of fluency.
17.  I’ve never been stung by a bee/wasp/etc.
18.  I’ve never broken a bone.
19.   I have no freckles on the bottom of my feet, though I do have a matched set on the top.  (Cousin Denise)
20.  My favorite food is very hard to pinpoint but I love strawberries, I love lamb and venison, I love food that has flavor.  (Julie O)
21.  For a while I convinced my sister that split pea soup is nasty.  I still think so but she has changed her mind.
22.  I will not pull out in front of a car with it’s turn signal on, no matter how slow it is going.  That is how I almost got hit in Canada.
23.  Avengers fanfiction is best with a medieval soundtrack.
24.  I have never read an Alex Rider book … but I have listened to all except the newest and I’ve seen the movie.
25.  I cannot buy tights at a department store or drugstore because their lightest shade looks like a really bad fake tan on my pale German-Irish-Oregonian legs.